things i am desperate to be

i wish i was thin
i wish i was pretty
i wish i had nicer legs
i wish i had more energy
i wish i could have nicer hair
i wish i was smarter
i wish i was more athletic
i wish i was more popular
i wish i could get better grades
i wish someone would love me

i am addicted to trying to lose weight but it never works. i have tried nearly everything. sometimes i get soo frustrated.